Hard one.... damn all the good planet names are taken!!

I guess right now off the top of my head Sunmi

It's korean... i'm kinda obsessed with the korean language right now

Finally found my dream home, it's goreous.

Made an offer yesturday and scared as hell... everyone cross their fingers and toes!!!

I have many mottos, I guess my favorite I try to live by is, Live, Love, Laugh

Live - pretend you life is a story ... would you want to read it? Live life to the fullest and have no regrets, it's easy to say you're sorry, but dont take it for granted that you will be forgiven. Life is short so make the most of it while you're here.

Love - love with all your heart and give like nothing is more precious than the person recieving. Open your mind to new people and they will invade your heart. Surround yourself with people you love.

Laugh - Simply? Laugh! lol.... there is so much hate and saddness in this world, it's great to find someone who can step back and laugh whole heartedly. Laughing is contagious, so spread it around

Living in a world where i am a censored version of myself.
Playing tag with plain faced girls and wishing i could kiss them.
Holding on to my sleeve to stop from holding her hand.

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I'm Yours lyrics

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do
But do you want to come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours  

Come on and open up your mind and see like me
(I won't hesitate)
Open up your plans and damn you're free
(No more, no more)
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, there's no need
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours

Oh, I'm yours
Oh, I'm yours
Oh, whoa, baby you believe I'm yours
You best believe, best believe I'm yours

It's frans birthday on the 11th and I cant get a hold of her.
I have a sneeking suspision that she is back with what's his face and doesnt want to tell me. Sigh, here we go again, although i'm a fixture in her life, it feel awful being neglected everytime she gets a new man.

My beautiful Fran just realize the world thinks she's beautiful too...

An amazing, contagious smile.... sigh... i miss her

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BFF!

A pessimist at heart, everything that could go wrong WILL go wrong, and if I'm lucky there will some handsome stranger there to pick me up!
HA-HA I love being a damsel in distress, it's completely against my nature and what people perceive of me.

sooo... I've been wanting curly hair for most of my life, well for the past two years I have been growing my bob out... finally this weekend I decided to go get perm... not sure if I like it yet, but we'll see

the best part is now my hair will hold a curl ALL day

I got a promotion!! YAY!
I'm super excited, but I know it will be ALOT more work

I have sooo many projects going on it's CRAZY

My sister keeps texting...
You know, I thought we were completely past the stage of hope,
but I guess she still hopes for some type of relationship with me.
it's kinda funny...
All things considered, I'm still not over what happened.
no amount of texting or phone calls will change that.
I've come to accept that it is just who we are.
And maybe we weren't meant to have a relationship together.

I feel the ties that bind us together, yet I also know the lies and deceit.
My eyes have no tears for her and my heart has no room.

One day maybe we will both grow-up... for now we remain strangers

I was TRYING to clean my office today and I ran accross an old project.
I wanted to make a Zine... i dunno, I kinda fell in love with the idea after reading a few. It was really cute... super girly and filled with personal stuff. I want to pick up the project again, a bit self centered, but what can I say... I adore myself...lol...

I dont think anyone would even buy it... I'd prolly have to pay my friends to even read it. lol... i dunno... we'll see...

my boy friend hurt his toe this past weekend, there was a table leaning against the wall that he was trying to move and it fell smack dab on his second toe...it was awful, his socks filled with blood in a matter of seconds. I told him to put pressure on it, but it hurt to much to even touch... he keeps telling people his toe popped like a smashed grape... it's not THAT bad... more like a fish filet...lol.. still awful but no grapes were harmed... lol

but seriously, I hope he gets better soon.... my hunny bunny

Does anyone know any really good lesbian movies?
Not just the same old crap that has been played out.
Once upon a time I thought i had seen them all, but recently fell madly in love with this movie called FingerSmith... lol it's not as vulgar as it sounds, It's a old word for Pick Pocket.... but damn, it was an awsome movie, and the lesbianism wasn't thrown in your face for focused on very much, it was more like hey.... here's the story about two girl's lives... and oh yeah, they are lesbians.... REALY AWSOME MOVIE
but anyways, it just kinda ignited a flame inside me to see another good movie like that,
now all you lesbos go watch it! lol

Both falls are from me


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I'm in the process of setting up a photoshoot May 3 or 4th
Looking for models and photographers ( houston area only )
feel free to contact me if interested, but dont be pissed that i didnt pick you
Hopefully i will get amazing pictures and i will organize more of these, but right now, this one is already bigger than me

Oooo i cant wait to have pretty pictures adorn my page!!!

so... all the shit has been happening to everyone around me, and it's sad hearing all these horrible things happen to people, when your life seems like it's actually "in order." But anyways, last night, my boyfriend came home in tears. When i asked him what's wrong, he told me, he had lost his job.... urg
well, his job has been promising him a raise and a promotion for a while, and now that it's time to pay-up ( literally) they dont want to. They told him they are trying to keep everyone but they need to drastically cut hours. Sooooo... instead of working five days a week, he'll be working 2 days a week at 6 hours a day.... yeah....
he told them he couldnt live off of that amount of money so he has to leave, they told him that was fine and he had to do whatever he had to do.

those B@tches are seriously pissing me off!! I just dont understand how they can be like that? My boyfriend is a very hard worker and he actually LOVES his job... how many people can actually say that? But instead of rewarding him, they punish him and rewards all the sucky ass cooks with a PT job... wtf... can i say that meaner??? WTF!$?

I'm just scared... scared we cant pay our bills, scared we cant eat... buy toliet paper or even wash our clothes... :o(
I just hate being this way... i work very hard to get us to where we are today and them F@$kers go and mess everything up...
the anger in me is fear that we will be evicted for not paying the rent... i just dont know what to do...
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help

So i join model mayhem with the encouragement from some friends,
we, first off, i think it's crazy that these people want free stuff from me easpecially since i sell my shit?! I could understand if i was new what not, but nope, i've had a sight for a while and feel that i am pretty settled. I dont need to give anything away! and their reasoning that they are doing ME a FAVOR modeling for me!!! WTF?!
I could understand if i contacted them and asked them, but no.... i'm up to my neck in orders, i dont need to be giving any of this time and money away to anyone!
grrr, just kinda pissed me off.

on another note, i was thinking of doing a big photoshoot for my site in the fall, I was thinking of sending out a casting call, but so far all the models in my area... well... they are kinda obsessed with looking sexy... and i want a bioch that's gonna smile! I want happy fun people... smiles, laughs, giggles and grins... not these skinny girls standing around saying... " i'm so sexy"

uh!

yall would be sooo proud of me!
I spent all day sunday cleaning!!!

the bedroom looks awsome and the bathrooms & kitchen are spotless!
lol, i'm trying to get the office straightened up again and the living room will be clean by tomorrow. i just have the biggest smile on my face!

I added the leftovers from the fetish ball onto my website
take a look and let me know if you wanna buy anything!
vainvixen.net
Do It!

I'm really looking forward to doing two people's hair also
Someone remind me to take my camera... i just always seem to forget :(
anyhooo, i think the funniest part is they almost have the same hair color!
well except one of the girls has real dread locks and the other girl doesnt.

excellent.....

I am returning to the working world tomorrow morning.
It's sad. I was having so much fun on my "vacation"
although most of it was spent making hair and burning my little fingers on the steamer.

I'm super proud of myself, today I actually cleaned ... ALOT!!!
It really suprised my hubby...lol..
oh yeah... I got a little pocket Tamagotchi! it's the cutest!
The thing starts off as a blob and turns into little characters...lol..
sooo cute...

the things that gets me is it "does" things without me...?!
like take a poop, goes play, goes to work.... it's just so damn cute tho!
The little beeping annoys the hell out of Hubby....lol...

you should he the damn thing cry...lol...

okay, everyone together now " awe...."

Sleep is funny.... i dont know why i cant control it the way others do. I have the hardest time going to bed. My mind races and i have so many ideas and so many projects to start. I just can't seem to relax... it's a flaw, i know

My hours changed for me to go in an hour early and i'm sooo scared. I'm scared that I'm not going to be able to handle it. I know me, and I know that the night is my friend. I love the night life. I love that everyone else is asleep and I have the world to myself. In all great romances, the best things happen at night.

I watched Bus Stop tonite. It was kinda cute, I just couldn't stand the way they made Marilyn talk.... grosss.

a huge freaking truck side swiped me today

it was one of the scariest moments of my life!
anyone who knows me, knows i'm a super causious driver
but the jack@ss didnt even see me!
he just started to inch over into my lane
as i honked on the horn, he must have thought it was for someone else
because he kept moving INTO MY LANE

it wiped by mirror right off and cracked my rim cover
hopefully there's no damage to the tire, but i'm sure i will find out later
i just hate other drivers

i always tell eric that
"I drive fine, it's other people i'm scared of"

i dunno

on a good note, my clothing order came today!
i got 2 new sweaters, they are too cute!

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i'm just soooo tired, i still have ALOT of dreads to make and it's killing me
i dunno how i'm gonna make it....

that's all folks